Entry 14

After old sonny left, I stayed in my chair smoking. I was feeling so goddam depressed. I started talking to Allie. I told him to get his bike and meet me outside Bobby's. I always feel guilty about that. Allie wanted to come with us once but i wouldn't let him because we were taking our bb guns. After I had finished talking to Allie I got into my bed. Then someone knocked on my door. I knew who it was straight away. I opened the door and old maurice entered with sonny. He said that I owed him 5 bucks. I wouldnt give it to him so he beat me up pretty badly and took the money out of my wallet. When they left I felt like committing suicide.