Entry 21

I was lonesome as hell and I felt like shooting the bull with old phoebe for a bit. So what I did was I made my way back to my parents house and sneaked up to our floor by telling the ewlevator boy some phoney story. I didnt want my parents to hear my entering the house so i crept all the way in. My father wouldn't hear me but my mother is as nervous as hell. Shje spends all night smopking in bed. I checked in olkd Phoebe's room but she wasn't there. I felt so goddam lonely. After a while I rememberd DB wouldn't be home and when he was away Phoebe liked to sleep in his room with the big desk. So I crept all the way back through the house and styepped into DB's room. There she was lay on tghe bed looking as pretty as hell with her mouth half open. I dint want to wake her up and make her jump just yet, so what I did was I started to read her diary. Sher was always making herself some phoney middle names. That kills me. After a while I thought it would be best if I woke her up. She wakes up very easy for a little kid. When she sat up she looked pleased as hell. She practicaly screamed at me in delight. I asked her to keep it low but she was excited as hell. We sat up for a while shooting the bull but eventualy she workded out why I was home early. all she would say is, 'Daddy's going to kill you!' and she put her pillow over her head and wouldn't speak to me for ages.